Why do i have to feel this way? Why so empty and unloved?
I dont think i've ever felt loved... only tolerated..
as a baby i was unwanted, as a child i was locked away in my room for at least 1/3 of childhood
I was forced to grow up at a young age and i resent everyone for it. I grew up without friends, minimal family and nothing else to love or love me.
Why cant i find someone, something to love me? I just want to feel warm inside.
I'm not a bad person, why can't I find this?
Even now, its the beginning of 2012 and I feel the same
I have nothing in common with my supposed friends and I see them pitying me and joining me when I leave the group even when it slows their fun.
You could have these things you want, if you would take them when they are offered.
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